reflection: muhurtoMuhurto niye amar smriti Budbud haway jem...

reflection: muhurto
Muhurto niye amar smriti 
Budbud haway jem...: muhurto Muhurto niye amar smriti  Budbud haway jemon,  Hariye jawar omogh tan e, Muhurto gulo itihas  Thik temni korei, diary r vanj ...

muhurto

Muhurto niye amar smriti 
Budbud haway jemon, 
Hariye jawar omogh tan e,
Muhurto gulo itihas 
Thik temni korei, diary r vanj e.
'Jemon chhilo, temni korei rakhbo take'
Somoy niye chole jabe 
Jene o jokhon jor korte chao,
Atke rekhe bondi korte chao,
Muhurto tokhon 
Shyola jome, dushito 'sei somoy' boye 
Gechhe bole.
Muhurto niye amar bilashita,
Muhurto pore khela ghor venge gechhe
Somudro tir e Bali r prasad banai.
Muhurto pore payer niche,
Bali sore chole.
Take hasi mukh e 
Chole jete dekho..
Muhurto amar smriti r patay bondi hoye thake

Midas touch

one fine morning
well, again found out i can express more in writing than talking. But the problem is when it comes to writing, i usually don't follow the grammar and rules of writing and sometimes its just i'm out of proper word. still i wanna share what makes me feel alive- makes me feel happy.. because sharing your happiness only make it more happier, more connected to world.
  My laptop and my mobile has been stolen a few days ago, i was so very upset. The man i love was far away from me and i just wanted to see him as soon as possible. after all legal procedure done for the stolen incident, i board on the first train towards him on the next day. it was winter. november. it was foggy, it was cold, it was a sun-rise on a river bank and i was crossing the 'GOLDEN' river by train. it was like sun became the The Philosopher's Stone; all the world suddenly midas touched. i was just staring at the golden-world. that was a golden morning for me.
     well, i met him that was not what i'll talk about today. it was about that golden-world. it was like God is blessing me, us , the whole world with the ray of hope.
      after return, i went to that bridge again, this time with my canon 600d with 18-55 lens, on a cold- foggy  December morning. Saw the sun blessing the earth, again. Felt so special, felt very small in front of these very big acts playing in earth. Became the spectator of the play of earth, sun, breeze, sky ..... The whole world. Walked over the bridge, went to other side for better shot, nahhh... Still something was blocking the view. It was the old bridge blocking my way to have a perfect shot. So went up to that, it was a iron bridge, rust allover it. It had no reling , just some extended surface u can only stand ... As that old rusty bridge was not abandoned, so train passes over that. And if you miss manage your time to go to those holding surfaces, u'll be human-paste by running train. It was risky but for a better shot to capture that supar natural play was playing in front of me, that risk was nothing.  The temptation of that philosopher stone was unavoidable. To be the part of that golden world was irresistible. I was Midas touched ---- couldn't be ordinary then............

MON

মন

মন যদি চায় আকাশ বাতাস,

পাগলা বাদল দিন---

মনে করবেই হারিয়ে গিয়েছি--

বাজিয়ে সুরের বীণ--

মন চাইলেই প্রেমে পাগল-

স্বর্গ এখানেই--

মন বললেই বিদেশ পাড়ি--

কোনও চাপ নেই।

"মন মানেনা" যখন তখন

অবুঝ বড় এই মন--

খুঁজেছি সারা প্রিথিবি-জুড়ে-

এমন আর একটা মন--

মন এর কাছহে থাকবে তুমি,

জীবন ভর এর সাথি--

মন এর কথা বলব-

শুনতে তুমি রাজি???........................................ 

no need to say goodbye

In our very short life span, we meet with people, some stays with us, some just passing by, and some people makes an impression to u, may be they are not in your life now, but u can't forget them- for may be some good reason or bad reason.. 

well let's not make it a revenge time, its time to feel Good. If u can forgive those people who have disappointed you any time in life, if u can just let it go, the rage, u'll feel just like a free bird, and if u r 100% sure about yourself that u did nothing wrong , if u r true to your soul, then u should know that "for every action their is an equal and opposite reaction". I felt it through my life, several times. 
Well lets talk about those sweet memories today which still makes u feel happy and makes you smile for yourself. lets talk about those good personalities who still out there somewhere in the deep of your Big Heart. Lets thank them for those sweet memories.  i can remember me, and my two best buddies in college, all time fun, all time enjoyment, in the boring lecture we were busy with our selfies, in the rain we drenched together, in the hot summer we accompanied each-other in work. i feel so special when i think of them, i can remember my another friend in lower high, we roam around the corridor when classes were off, we used to eat our lunch together,  we used to gossip about every single person we know, even from television character.. i can remember my first drawing class work, one page full of lines and circles, i can remember my first prize receiving in stage. i can remember my headmistress , the strongest person in my life. They say when u'r old u'll talk about past, but i think if u want to be happy then remember the past, remember those beautiful moments, u'll find the way of happiness. i wright diary, every-time i look back to it, my best friend, i find peace. i find the way to home.

We say Goodbye very easily, things are so fast right now we can't even think about waiting. 

we don't wait, we move forward, we delete old from our life. Yes there are problems, there are misunderstandings, there things have changed, but that doesn't mean what it was before was not right, and we shouldn't forget it just because it has changed. If we can't find any solution of any problem then we don't find that solution anymore, we just skip the problem or leave it with DE-satisfaction and start walking with new matter. i say u look back to your past, u recall your memories, u'll find the way out of your problem. 

capture as many photo as u can, write as much as u can, record whatever u want to listen, store as much memory as u can. take care of the person u live for, give your closed one more time, spend all your extra time with your love. live as happily as u can. create more memory.  u'll remember more and more and more.

                                                        be happy, be brave, be positive, be the person who brings happiness in others's eye. <3 

Love ??

What is Love? What is Infatuation? What is Responsibility? What is adjustment?
 Well there is talking about love, some says its Eternal, some says its heaven, some says its destined by God. Cinderella- prince charming, Heer - Ranjhaan, Romeo - Juliette --- epic.
There is different kind of Love also, Love for parents, friends, colleges, relatives................
if these are also Love then why we feel so much disturbed when some one special is not talking to u for 1 day, or told u some rude word or simply busy. Why someone become so important to you that u can't even think about anything else?If its so beautiful then why there was war for Love? Why its been told "everything is fare in love and war".. so Love is equal to war.. is that so?
  friends telling me to play it cool.. but how can you play it cool when someone took all your mind, all your concentration. someone makes you impatient. someone is driving you crazy.. is it possible to play cool then?
   just remembered a song from a recent movie - "dil ka dimaag se jhagra lagaya kayse".. its really a tough war between brain and mind. you'll do silly, crazy things which u could never think of. and after the trauma is over then u'll find out that how stupid you was.. we know all the things about Love, don't we? from movie, from stories, from mills and boons from your friends. from heartbreak ,.. from the world.  We know all about Love, the feelings, the happiness, the Pain, the tears, the breakup.
..... we lough at those people say silly things about love, we smile in thinking that is this even possible? how can anyone become so mad in Love? or How can anyone be so stupid?
............................... but when our turn comes we do the same silly things... sometimes AGAIN.

So many lessons, so many questions,
I'm tired of "what could have beens",
(but) nothing's forever, never say never,
Who knows where the heart will lead,

'Cos when you've been in love you know it's not enough,
To live without someone who cares,
So baby come what may I won't lose faith no way,
It's more than I can bear so I'll....

Learn to love again (though it's hard I will believe)

Dream

Sometimes people are afraid of choosing a different path. We are so comfortable to copy things than to try it other way that there is a big crisis in innovation, creation, constructive work. All are copying other and pretend to be original. We need to think about it, if all are busy in following someone's footstep then we will never be updated and become orthodox, conservative, conformist. If we start something new then there can be more than one solution of one problem. people won't be depressed anymore and more importantly human brain will upgrade faster.
 Well lets put the World's thinking aside and talk about our small world, our home and the people live there.
Parents generally wants their child to learn more, but the problem is learning doesn't mean studying in big schools, colleges, with more and more number and finally get a job. Learning means to Know. know anything, know everything.. There is a whole World is waiting to be known, explored. If u find that instinct then u'l find the way where u should go and just be patient and u'l reach your new world.
 Well i found out i'v interest in painting when was 4. My parents took me to various expert Guidance and because of them i finally learnt painting. When i was 15, in class 9 i had to choose study or painting. well couldn't avoid the path which is supposed to the way to happiness, STUDY, JOB, SETTLEMENT, HAPPY LIFE. left my dream behind.was afraid then.
 Life goes on, i'm 23 now. one sunny morning realized that i can't leave my dream. painting was in my vein then, yes i sketched in my rough copy, i sketched when i was in boring lecture, when i was alone, when heart break happened, every time i was only with me, with lots and lots of thinking i sketched. Realized that the desire of catching scene in paper was somehow find a new destination. Photography . i fell in love with it.
 struggled for it to make parents understand that i love it, i'll do anything possible by me to cherish it. Surprisingly it seemed so easy to be a photographer. Found out when u r fighting for you own dream nothing can come in your way.
   u just need to keep your patience up and wait for something good. u just need to love your dream and fight for her. u just need to believe in your dream. and the rest will be done be The Almighty.



catch your dream.